Saturday, January 24, 2009
Unhappiness and frustration revolves around, like an annoying vortex i can't seem to get rid of.
my dad goes into a fit of fury over the most minute things, like an eraser.
wheres the eraser? who took the eraser? go and get another eraser!
wth...? i'm not his freaking maid or something. it's like, he wants this, he wants that... blah.
call me rude, call me unfilial, but if i don't have a channel to express and release all my anger and hatred, i'll probably snap.
cny. to me, it's a waste of time and money. plus with the recession, it sorts of backs my point.
why waste money on decor when you'll eventually remove it?
why waste money on 'good' food when all it does is to fill your stomach, like any other 'ordinary' food?
why waste time buying and queuing long lines to pay money?
i just don't understand.
sure, it brings the family together, blah blah, but i honestly doubt that a simple reunion dinner will clear all issues between people.
19/30. my eng essay test score.
disappointing, if you ask me, since i had spent a lot of effort preparing for this crapping test.
highest was 20..? or 21..?
but still.
i feel frustrated with my language standard.
i work hard, revise it, pay attention during lessons and the outcome is... B3. as always.
sec1, B3. sec2, B3.
recent test, B3.
wth is this???
my chinese, too. forever B3.
and if i can't cope with school work, tests, tution and CCA, the first tution i'm dropping is chinese.
definitely.
my life, for the moment, sucks.
kk
signing out
