Tuesday, March 17, 2009
hi.
can't say i'm very happy with my results.
yeah it looks good, with only one A2, 1 B3, and the rest A1s.
but look closely, peeps.
test 1 to test 2. marks have dropped.
drastically.
pushed back my CCA meeting to go out with class for lunch at macs today.
i know i shouldn't have. but i missed the previous one for CCA reasons again.
dilemnia dilemnia dilemnia.
the word of my life.
besides stress, of course. i wonder, why does stress still affect me so much even though it's already a huge part of my life?
tests. homework. CCA. tuition.
jianxing the handsome boy is here=) -- he typed this in himself:)
IT'S TAKING UP TOO MUCH OF MY LIFE.
sometimes, this part of me just wants to let go, let go and be wild.
for once.
instead of being cooped up in my study room and stone infront of my notes and textbook.
but i know, once i do that, my results are gonna plummet like mad.
do i want that?
whenever i want to relax and enjoy, my mind always lurks back to this thing.
this thing that just refuses to get out of my life.
homework. and tests.
on the lighter side:i understand that some of you will be unhappy about jianxing posting on my bloggie, since i had recently rejected some pleas to post on my bloggie.
therefore, this privellege will be passed to this 2 lucky and important people in my life.
kenneth and germaine.
and mind you two, i am only letting each of you post 1 time.
anymore and i'll maim you.
no vulgarities and any 'i/you love whoever' kinda crap.
if i feel that your post insults/pisses/spreads lame rumours about me or anyone else, i'll delete it.
this is based on trust, as i am aware that both of you already have my account username and password.
don't break this trust.
to this few peeps (germaine, kenneth, lennon, ziyang, jianwei and dominic)let's go to kenneth tan's house after bio exam!i know zy and dom are not going to school on that day.. but yeah. can't be held on friday cuz lennon and ziyang may have CCA..do try to make it!my resolution: to get straight As.
even for physics and amaths, no matter how impossible to me that seems.
hopefully i'll fufill my own wishes...?
